How can this happen? How can I go from riding an absolute high to fucking crashing and burning? Just this morning I had so many hopes and dreams. I had a plan, I was on top of the world until it all fell apart.
Now I find myself rudderless. What is the meaning of any of it? Why should I wake up tomorrow and write fanfiction? Why should I paint minis? Why should I play the game? Where is the joy in any of it? Where is the spark? What is the point of any of it?
I honestly don't know where to go from here. My passion is gone. I am a wreck. How do I pick up the pieces?
Please, you did this to yourself with your lies & terroristic threats towards Blaine Pardoe. Karma has come back to bite you in the ass. You actually deserve this, you brought it upon yourself. You want a positive life goal... Go find a therapist, get that help you desperately need and get your life back in order. Then go out and try and make things right with those who's lives you have negatively impacted with your lies & terroristic threats. ONLY then will you balance out all the negative Karma you have brought into this world.
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